“God gave us memory so that we might have roses in December.”
~J. M. Barrie
Today, I am wondering where my mind went.
I nearly forgot to do this blog post. How is that possible? I know I have to do a daily blog post. I’ve done one, day after day, for months. Nearly six months now. And, today, it is only by accident, it seems, that there will be something appearing.
I thought of it several times yesterday. I had a couple of topics in mind.
And then. . .I forgot.
This is a somewhat disturbing trend.
Definitely something to wonder about—where my mind went.
On the other hand, one could wonder about the equally amazing phenomenon that nearly the first thing I thought of when I awoke—far too early this morning—was OMG! I never did my blog post.
Memory is a strange thing.
An odd tightrope.
Sometimes, it seems like the more you put into it the more it can hold. When I am very, very busy with multiple projects and hundreds of details, I can often track them like a bloodhound. When I have less to do, it’s like the old brain goes on a slow boat to Bermuda.
Sometimes, though, when I am very, very busy with multiple projects and hundreds of details, the whole thing springs a leak. Multiple leaks. Things start slipping through the cracks, and the cracks—well, they start to resemble the proverbial sieve. Then, when I have less to do, a single-minded purpose, that one thing can become nearly an obsession.
An odd tightrope.
Some days, you over-balance in one direction; some days, it’s the other.
I’ve always had a really good memory. It’s a bit disconcerting when this kind of thing happens. As I get older, too, the occasional missed connection gets more worrying. Is this a trend? I wonder.
I think I’ll spend part of today learning a poem or something.
Memory is a muscle, too.
And I like roses. . .December or otherwise.
(But first, I’m going back to bed. Later, ‘gators.)
